There’s this belief I have. It is just one of many. You will hear a lot about each one of them from now on. I just can’t, for the life of me, start a relationship or feel comfortable in one unless I can afford my lifestyle. There is something about “tying” on someone to get me something that I can’t afford on my own that just rubs me the wrong way. What do you mean that I have to go out of my way to do unbecoming things just to pull your leg to get me what I want?  Don’t get me wrong, I am not squashing your need to ask for help. If anything, do it a lot. It takes a lot of mental strain off you. Lovely, I am talking about that desperate thought train of God, if it’s not him there’s no way I’m going to get that, and especially if it leads you to do things that you would never do on an average day. That’s dangerous, I find it very dangerous. It is very peaceful to go on a date and pick whatever the hell you want to eat off the menu without worrying about the bill. Without...